Uncertainty of Life

life has no guarantees!

As i’ve gotten older, i really get the meaning of “life has no guarantees” and life’s being so uncertain.  is it that when I was younger, I felt so invincible that I never really “got it”?  or is it that i was lucky and in my younger days hadn’t had to deal with too many instances of sickness, poor health, death that it never really struck me that nothing is guaranteed in life?  We take so much for granted all the time and in an instant, things can change – at times with no warnings.

My grandmother died last week; she would have been 100 on March 26th.  She was strong and healthy up until 5 days before she died and when things started going downhill, they went very quickly.  No-one wants to see a loved one die, but we can take comfort in the fact that she lived a very long, full life and brought us many, many, many joys during her lifetime.

Her funeral was a celebration of her life and not focused on the mourning of her death.  She will always be loved and will be missed by everyone who loved her.

Funny How Things Happen

so…i fell down on Monday, went to the urgent care place and the doc there wanted to give me crutches.  I told him about my situation and my balancing issues and he suggested a boot instead.  I put on the boot and STILL could not walk because i  couldn’t put any weight on the ankle.  At that point, i had to get the crutches to use as well as the boot.  Of course the first few steps with the crutches were touch and go, but i very slowly kinda got the hang of it while i was there.  He still didn’t really like how i was looking so i left the place with a prescription for a walker, because he thought that it would probably be my best option.

By the time i got home and practised with the crutches some more, i was doing ok.  i stopped using the cane – obviously – and was wearing the boot and using the crutches.  Wouldn’t you know it….it seems that all the walking/balancing issues that i normally have are gone.  i swear that if i take off the boot and throw away the crutches RIGHT NOW, i would walk normally – and not my “normal”, normal like any other person (normEl, normEl!).  ugh!!  who knew that it would take my falling down the steps for that to happen.

Anyhoo, I can put some weight on the foot now.  If i walk on tippytoe on the right, i feel no pain.  Last nite i started using the cane again because i’ll be honest i’m a lil afraid to go out in public (have my infusion tomorrow) with the crutches.  This morning when i woke up, i actually walked around a bit without the boot, so the ankle is healing and i’m on my way to being well again.

My Worst Nightmare

has happened…

just the other day i was talking about the steps in my house.  Yesterday i tumbled down – sorry, catapulted down 1 flight of steps.   (If i do say so myself, i think i would have scored a perfect 10 for my flips – twice) 🙂 I started at the 4th step and landed on the floor right by my front door (12 steps down) – on my side.  I was alone – actually i was glad that no-one saw because I’m sure it looked worse than it felt and it felt BAD.  After it happened, i composed myself and limped to my desk.

I actually went for a record yesterday, i fell 3X!!!  After the 1st one,  i didn’t realize that my ankle was gone and i fell twice again afterward because i just couldn’t put any weight on the ankle.   those times i actually did the usual and laughed because i was in so much shock – the 1st one was no laughing matter.

there is GREAT news…it ended extremely well – all i suffered was a sprained ankle; i didn’t hit my head, i didn’t hurt anywhere else.  in fact i don’t even think that i bruised where i landed.  I went to an urgent cars facility and left with a boot and a pair of crutches – so i’m fine – no need for anyone to worry.

Needless to say, i’m working on the middle level as opposed to all the way down this week.

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