Author: Stax

i Knew It!

Steups…they only did a cervical (my neck) MRI – they didn’t do my spine…GRRRRR!!!!i knew it was just too good to be true.  STEUPS!!!!!  i don’t know how they are going to handle the fact that it wasn’t done yet.  and it was actually the one i was looking forward to the most, since i know that i have scarring on my spine and was really curious to see what might be going on there since last year.

Anyhoo, so the neck one was good…it shows no sign of disease progression – that is great news! 

so… that means, the brain is clear, the neck is clear and uncharacerstically of me, i’m thinking that the spine is clear too.

Motorized Carts

I think i’ve mentioned sometime before that now when i go to the grocery i use a motorized cart to get around.  I cyah bother fight with walking around with a cart  and so i finally came to the realization that there’s nothing wrong with using the carts – that’s what they’re there for.  Those things are not as easy to manouver (sometimes they go much fast than u really want – esp when turning) as you’d think.  I’ve gotten used to them (for the most part) now but it was a little touch and go at first. 

Usually if u just let go of the controls, the thing would stop.  I remember 1 time that wasn’t happening…so i would let go of the controls and the cart would still keep going for just a few seconds before coming to a complete stop.  Well by the time i was done and had to leave, i wasn’t thinking about that and as i tried to look left and right for cars as i rolled out of Kroger (down the slight incline) i zoomed right into the street.  Luckily i was able to steer it to the side so that i didn’t have an accident with the car that was coming.

A few months ago, i was going to get some bananas.  There was a man standing right at the banana stand, picking his bananas.  I approached and realized that i could not make it into the tight space that was left (there were 2 other people there), so i patiently waited behind him for 1 of them to move before i went in.  well between me and my motorized cart and all the other carts/people, i had to reverse to let someone out.  Don’t u know i used the forward control instead of the reverse and ended up jamming said man up against the banana stand.  Naturally i was mortified and of course, i was a little flustered so it took me a few seconds longer than it should have to throw it into reverse (as i should have in the 1st place).  If i’m not mistaken, i saw the woman who was with him, chuckling to herself (and trying hard to hide it) at the sight of him jammed up against the bananas – i also had to keep myself from laughing out loud after the mortification passed.

yet another example of a funny situation that i find myself in sometimes as a result of this disease – LOL!!

Cursing the MS Gods

I spent all day cursing the MS gods.  I have PT every Tuesday morning and the last thing my therapist does before i walk out of her office is stretch me out – it’s my favorite part of every session.  Well this morning was no different, except she did a new stretch – ok, no biggie.  while i was walking out, i felt a little out of sorts, but i just chalked it up to the new stretch and paid it no mind.  i get home and 3-4 hrs later i find that i am still feeling and walking really badly.  I’m thinking, “ok, must tell Allison that she can do that stretch no more because i can’t have it messing up my entire day like this again.” 

little background here…my alarm starts going off at 6:45 when i have to go to work (i say start because boy do i snooze), then it goes off again at 8 for medication.  Well on Tuesdays, i have to wake up earlier because my appts are at 7:30.  So i have a separate 1 set to wake me up on Tuesday mornings and the 1 at 8 doesn’t even go off because that’ll be in the middle of our session, so i take the meds just before i leave the house.   
As usual, at 4:00 i get the reminder (no alarm during the week, i just have an Outlook reminder) to take the afeternoon pills and wouldn’t u know it  – the am pills were still in that section.  Funny thing is, i have a vague recollection of taking them, but who knows maybe that memory was from yesterday – altho i could swear that it was this morning.  This has happened before so i am confident that it had nothing to do with the new stretch or the MS per se, it was just the fact that i didn’t take the pills!
So now, the MS gods are looking down and cursing ME for once again blaming them/it when they did absolutely nothing out of the ordinary.

MRI Time Again

So i had a 2fer last week Friday…had to go in for infusion #14 (time waits on no-one; can’t believe it’s been so long already) and did my neck & spine MRI on the same day.  The MRI was scheduled first, but they sent me in the infusion room for the nurses to set up my IV “so that i wouldn’t have to be stuck twice” – LOL!!!  (when they do the MRI, they inject me with a dye so that the lesions/scarring would show up more clearly so the thought is that they would use the same IV site that the nurses set up for the infusion.)  As  they say  down here in the south, “Bless their hearts”…they really mean well, but on the day that I’m only stuck twice I’m extatic! As it turns out, i was stuck twice to set up the IV – such good times.

Anyhoo, so i was about to go into the tunnel for the MRI and i asked the radiologist if i should settle in for about an hour and she said, “no…it’ll only take about 15 mins”.  15 mins????!!!!   She couldn’t be serious.  For real????  I’d adjusted my medication time so that i would fall asleep right about the time i was in there…i was skeptical and even wondered if she knew which areas i needed to have done but i didn’t say anything (i should have – if they didn’t get all areas i don’t think that Aetna will pay for another), i mean i was scheduled for a neck and spine MRI so she must know what she was doing.  I couldn’t believe it – about 15-20 mins later i was out!  i think that it was the best MRI i’d ever had done – even though i think that i dint insert the ear plugs properly because it was extremely loud in there (louder than normal, but then again, this wasn’t a normal MRI experience)!

No results yet; i thought that i would have been able toget them soon after, but i couldn’t.  I called this morning and left a message so hopefully someone will call me back soon with the results – fingers/toes/legs/eyes all crossed that there’s been no progression.

Cane Holder

a very simple looking thing that, when i got it in the mail, i thought – this is some bullshit; how the heck is this supposed to work??? in fact, if OB wasn’t here at the time i probably would have sent it right back to Amazon and asked for my money back!

well wasn’t i in for a surprise…the thing actually works so damn well it’s not funny.  it essentially holds the cane upright when it’s placed against any straight edge (table, countertop, anything like that); it’s not as savvy if the edges are rounded but it stilll is better than trying to lean it up somewhere. 

well…a few fridays ago we went out…hit 2 places that nite and had a whale of a time.  I woke up Saturday morning to go do whatever the hell i had planned and went to prop up the cane and noticed that the holder was gone!  what the?!?!  when did that happen???  Don’t u know that i was feeling like a fish out of water for the entire time that i didn’t have my cane holder.  I couldn’t believe just how attached i’d become to the damn thing – i guess me and the cane are becoming 1 after all…

a couple days later, i promptly went back to Amazon and ordered not just 1 but a pack of 3 – jes in case!  A gal needs to be prepared at all times.

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